It has been a great Christmas. You came home to see me and spend Christmas together. First was a happy meal, at your favorite, Chipotle, your burrito wasn't really a well-made burrito and I ate too much. We went to Christmas Eve mass, you as a Silent Night and me as a Christmas Tree, that's what I like to think as least. It was a beautiful service. We even got to spend the night together, in Christmas pajamas. It was wonderful to finally not be lonely on Christmas morning. No waiting around for anyone to wake up and get it together. Just you and me, breakfast and presents. It was the best Christmas morning in a long time. Thank you. We went to see your Grandma, that was so nice to finally meet her! Nice to spend time with your family. We then split up, you with your family at the movies and me with mine opening presents. After a long Christmas day, everyone gathered at my house for a joint family dinner. It was wonderful having both our whole families together to eat and be merry. You can't put a price on that kind of happiness. Day after Christmas: a nice new bike and a fancy dress. You are the best man in the whole world. You got me a brand new bike for Christmas, one of the best presents I have ever received. It is beautiful and rides so smoothly. I can't wait till the spring so I can find a trail and get an audio book for my ipod. I will ride and think of you. We also went dress shopping, you bought me a beautiful black dress for USMC formals, and just to be pretty in. I can't wait to go out for a night on the town with you; we will be the cutest couple ever! After a wonderful night at the Bee-Wyatt household, it came time for you to leave. This is the part I hate the most. Having to always part with you. You are the best part about me. I can never be grumpy or angry or in any type of bad mood. You bring out the person in me in which I always want to be. When I am with you I am at my best. When you leave I feel like I can't be happy. I feel like there is something missing, an empty hole in which only you can fill. You are that warmth, that joy, the one that makes my heart complete. I miss everything about you. The way you laugh, the way you smile at me, the way you run your fingers through my hair. I can't wait for the day when I get to be completely happy with you. I hate crying because you are not here, I want you always to be here. I hear people coming and going downstairs and how I wish it was you, coming through that door, telling me that we have one more night together. But, you have a job to do and I want to stand behind you and help you be the best that you can be. I might just go put on that new dress and bring my bike upstairs and sit in the dress and stare at the bike just to remind me of you. Honey, I miss you and June 4th could not come sooner. I Love You with Everything I Have.
Even though I miss you and you are far away, all I have to do is look in my heart and I'll find you there.
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