Wednesday, January 12, 2011

first time in a while.

Today is the first time in a while i feel like crying over you.  It is a strange feeling sometimes when I don't feel like crying.  But tonight is different.  When I feel like I have a crappy life surrounding me and you are the only calm that I can find, it is tough not to have you close.  I don't like being far away from you and worrying about things so much.  Why does the world seem to spin faster out of control?  Just when it all starts to look bright and right things get crazy.  I just want you to be here and make it all disappear.  You make me forget about everything, or is it that you make me not care about anything anymore? I am nervous about our life together.  I can't wait, you make me such a better person.  I love you.

"I love walking in the rain, because then no one knows I'm crying."

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